ugh..what a night

4/11/07

Last night I feel asleep on the sofa about 2:30am I went up to bed but i just couldn't sleep. I watched a little tv tried to sleep and was thinking about alot of things my new cloth diaper obsession. the baby boy or girl ... thinking of having 4 sons and a daughter or 3 sons 2 daughters. names for the baby nothing came to mind i liked. imagine how it will be after the baby is born waking up to this new baby in my arms all the kids with the baby just day dreaming when I should be real dreams. then i started to feel sick I tried to wish it to go away and forse myself asleep but that didn't work I ended up dashing for the bathroom isn't this suppose to be gone by now i'm 15 1/2 weeks ugh ..... i finally got to sleep about 6:30 and today I am sooooo tried I hope it just a one last time thing it been a while since it happen I been feeling good having fun able to eat my meals for the most part but not today and i been suffering from a headache no fun ..... come on I want to get just a little fu along so I begin to have that beautiful pregnant glow i suppose to have and stop feeling like death