annoyed pregnacy vent

7/7/07

Okay I am Very happy and I feel very blessed to be having this baby I can't wait to see what a wonderful part of our family she becomes. I'm just now entering my 3rd trimester I have 3 months of this pregnancy left which is way tooo early to feel this way. I feel total annoyed with the world. My hips are killing me day in an out. I have to pee all the time which makes the hip pain even worse. It's like there always clicking into place and boy does that hurt to the point where I'm almost in tears and it stops me in my tracks the worst is at night when I try and roll over. looking at the calendar and know I still have 3 months left makes me feel depressed which I just annoyed with every little thing and I'm sooo tired nothing helps and nothing can be done to make it better except waiting until my time comes. I know it will be hear before I know and I'll be back with sore leaking breast and sleepless nights and I may wish she was back inside cause she was easier in there, but I don't think soo I would do anything to go to sleep tonight and wake up to it being September and being ready for my baby girl to come into this world so we can get on with our life with 5 kids instead of just playing the waiting game and me sitting in pain all the time and there really nothing that can be done to cure it except birth which is months away. This pregnancy has taken it toll on my body. Each time I have always said this is my last but that was just to other people It always seems to others I already had a large family I really didn't want to deal with them when I said well Maybe one more. This time My boys all have a brother my daughter now has a sister and this hurt soo much and this is soo annoying that I never want to go through this again I just want it to be over with I"m tried of this I ready to move on with my life and my new daughter and have a wonderful holiday and birthdays. I've totally had enough. I'm 28 weeks now and I haven't even taken my 28 week picture cause I'm just too annoyed. I've always been a sweet person who cares about how people feel and never want to hurt there feelings there some people in this world I just soo annoyned with I want to just tell them off and never look back but I know it's the pregnancy talking so I"m trying to keep my cool but no telling how long that will last. Someday I just want the world to leave me alone. I a;ways hungry these days but I don't want to gain a ton. I'm hoping Emma is just growing and I get past this, but I'm tired of peeing I tired of this pain I just want it to be time to hold her in my arms and be done with this pregnancy thing forever.



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#5 Comment from jessicalflores1
7/12/07 9:02 AM | Permalink
Danielle, you ought to talk to your back up OB and see if he can refer you to a chiropractor. That might make you feel a bit better. Don't worry, it will be over soon and then you'll have your sweet baby in your arms making it all worthwhile. #4 Comment from my2lilangels1n2
7/9/07 2:03 AM | Permalink
so you going to have anymore lol i hopeyou feel better sorry that i haven't been around enough anymore sence i started working but i love you and darin and all my little rugrat and if you need anything you know you can ask.and eat danielle you look great#3 Comment from mom2bof4sweeties
7/9/07 1:04 AM | Permalink
{{{{Danielle}}}}
Hang in there sweetie! Sorry you are feeling so crumby. Emma will be here before you know it, and it will all be worth it. And if you feel like telling someone off DO IT, it may be your only chance (blame it on the pregnancy) you are too nice, and may never get the chance again!! lol :-) Oh yea, and eat when you feel like it, dont want Miss Em coming out with a chicken/ice cream/watermelon(whatever) birthmark because you denined her a craving, right??#2 Comment from carley0607
7/7/07 10:23 PM | Permalink
I am sorry you are having such a rough time right now :(. I do think its normal. I think you could have one baby or 20 and still have these moments here and there. Just think before you know it you will have another beautiful baby girl to add to your family. From your pictures, you look great with this pregnancy. Between me and you, indulge in a treat! Eat some SWEET AND YUMMY!#1 Comment from scrapinlover
7/7/07 8:58 PM | Permalink
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