hormones

7/22/07

I'm nesting bad. We want to paint most of the house before Emma is born so we had plans to paint this weekend. Saturday we made plans to drop of 2 kids with my grandma and let them spend the weekend. Zack is at that hard stage so my grandma doesn't like to keep him unless It's really needed. Cameron wanted to stay home Alex wanted to go and Isabella original agree to go with Alex, but when we got there Bella said she changed her mind but her bag was packed already and I talked to her she was okay a little sad, beacuse she wanted mommy I told her I pick her up Sunday and she was okay with that we'll now I can't pick her up like I told her. Sunday morning I got a call about her. She has chicken pox and Darin has never had them. I don't mind her having the chicken pox the timing is just very bad. I'm pregnant and I can't go near her cause of it and Alex has now been exposed so I can't go near him either. It's so hard I want to go over there and hold her in my arms I'm the one who does the fevers and the mommy I don't feel good and now I can't i have to stay away from her for about 2 weeks I can't stand being away form my children that long I know it's the best for Emma but I swear it tearing me up I feel depressed I want to cry. It's one thing one you ask someone to watch you child or the spend a night out but you know if you if you want to drive over in the middle of the night and get your child you can, but not be able to just go and be with my children it driving me insane I miss them sooo much and I feel so bad for my sick little girl and she can't have her mommy. I'm also praying that Zack or Cameron weren't exposed and praying that she didn't expose them so I won't be in contact with it. Isabella takes dance class once a week were the boys do not so I'm guessing that where it came from. I'm just praying all is okay and the other will be free of it at this time ugh I'm just soo bad being kept away from my kids.



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#7 Comment from scrapinlover
8/3/07 5:11 PM | Permalink
(((((((((((((((huggs))))))))))))))#6 Comment from jessicalflores1
7/26/07 12:14 AM | Permalink
I hope she's feeling better soon! How awful!#5 Comment from mommy2haileigh01
7/24/07 12:20 AM | Permalink
Awwwww Danielle, I am so sorry to hear that Bella is sick with the chicken pox! I hope that she will be feeling better soon! God bless and good luck to you with the rest of your pregnancy! Many hugs hun! =0)#4 Comment from ruffasstites
7/23/07 8:22 PM | Permalink
I am sorry to hear about miss Bella. Prayers to you all. Its rough the last tri-mester but you all will make it through this together. Take care and god bless.#3 Comment from classymom619
7/23/07 8:05 AM | Permalink
Oh momma! (((((hugs)))) I'm praying that Bella has a quick recovery and the boys don't come down with it as well. I'm here if you just want to chat, vent or a shoulder to cry on.
#2 Comment from my2lilangels1n2
7/23/07 12:12 AM | Permalink
i know how you feel but i'll keep u company lol when i went to check on bella she just looked so sad and she looked so droppy my heart just broke i mean that face she had on was like why me but as we all know something like the chickenpox won't keep our little firecracker down and she will be home be 4 u know it#1 Comment from kelljern
7/22/07 11:53 PM | Permalink
OMG...I feel for you. I pray that Bella will have a quick recovery and that the boys don;t get it. I did not get them until i was 18 and man was it terrible. Kids do much better with them than adults. SO you are doing what is right as hard as it is. Hang in there.
Kellie Jernigan